it was over lunch at this cafeteria, just finished from 4 hour session of "non-verbal communication skill" lecture...i got my nerved up when some fellow during the session saying that "insyaAllah" is a way of saying "no"...but i didn't raise my reservations during the session, maybe simply because i don't want to create a confrontation...or maybe even labeled as "pious" hahaha...
well, im no expert in Islam, but i totally disagree with that! "insyaAllah", if directly translated it would carry the meaning of "with Allah's will = dengan izin Allah"...means, when you said "insyaAllah", you must, as a muslim, really meant it in your heart...for example, if someone ask you "will you go the wedding?", and your answer "insyaAllah, i will come", it must, in my opinion, by all means carry the understanding that you will make all the effort to come, and the rest you leave it to Allah's willing...
anyway, to make it short, i sat down with some buddies that i made during the 1 week of the course, and start expressing my thoughts about it...well, to admit it, im a bit emotional at that time, and i didn't realized that my tone is at its pitch (i do have a loud voice actually :sigh)...until few minutes of bla bla bla...only then i realized that i wasn't looking at my right, left or back before exploding, you know what i mean? hahaha...well, it's quite a small cafeteria, and it was just our group using that room, so i assume maybe that fellow hear what i said! well, i guess so he heard me, because when i run over him during the evening session when i was going to the washroom, he gave me "that face" hahahaha....
so, it's kind a silly mistake that i do...well, my lesson for today, if you want to "talk", make sure you looked at your right, left and back before doing so ;) ...
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