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A Friend's Betrayal Quotes...courtesy from http://morgie31.tripod.com/id6.html

Do you remember when we were best friends? When we'd share our every thought? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart? Because I seem to remember that more than anything.I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart.I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it.

The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you.I believed that you would take care of ym heart and that's why I left it with you.Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart.In fear that you will hurt me once more.

Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside.

It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had.You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why.

I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most.

It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends,but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers.

trust can take years to build,but only a second to break.

If you ever have to question a friendship,then can it really be called "friendship?"

How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing?

I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you.

Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.

I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other... make eye contact... and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it... that you miss me just as much as I miss you

To lose a friend has to be the greatest pain you will ever feel. Every time I look at you, I remember that pain.

The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so

We cannot see to reach an end

Just, not enough.

I need more.

Nothing seems to satisfy. crippling our communication.

Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?When the truth came out...Were you the last to know? (Kelly Clarkson)

Through the years I cried my tears,

Without your help I've faced fears.

And it's plain through tears I cry, That's its time to say goodbye.

sisipan

ingin merasa bahagia tanpa rasa bersalah...

penghujung ramadhan

sedih dan sayu hati bila menghampiri akhirnya Ramadhan...apakah aku telah mendapat belas ehsan Nya sepanjang Ramadhan ini?

sisipan

1 jam tunggu mau jumpa bos tadi...tapi tidak dapat...wakakakah terasa panjang terus hari ni...kuli oh kuli...lalalalalalalalaaaaa...

pejabat oh pejabat

di luar pejabat aku gembira...

tapi, di dalam pejabat aku sakit jiwa.

stress

sangat STRESS dengan kerja huhu

quote

menanti cinta yang dilimpahi kebahagiaan Illahi...

sisipan

jalan raya lengang pagi ni...mungkin sudah ramai yang bercuti...

hebatnya mengingati Allah

sesungguhnya, sesuatu kesusahan/penderitaan/musibah yang datang adalah disebabkan salah satu daripada perkara berikut, iaitu, kafarah keatas dosa-dosa yang telah kita lakukan, ujian daripada Nya sebagai tanda kasih dan sayang Nya terhadap kita, dan juga bala di atas kemurkaan Nya. sesungguhnya, ganjaran yang besar menanti orang-orang yang sabar. ketika hati terasa gundah dan sesak, ingati lah Dia yang Maha Esa, sesungguhnya hati akan menjadi tenang dengan mengingatiNya. cara yang paling singkat menemui kurniaan ketenangan daripada Nya adalah dengan berzikir. cuba, berzikir Allahu Akbar 1000x, nescaya hati yang sesak, dan jiwa yang kacau menjadi tenang. terbukti...

biskut makmur resipi mom :D

balang raya...hasil kreativiti mom n aku ;)

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to feel like losing everything, is to feel like thunders crashing on your soul...

mana lagi bagus? banyak dengar gosip? atau tidak dengar gosip?

hmmm...aku memang tidak suka dengar gosip...lebih-lebih yang bercakap pasal keburukan atau kelemahan orang (hahaha kunun-kunun lar ar)...tadi ni, aku baru dengar gosip daripada seseorang...tapi dia tidak cakap GOSIP tau...dia cakap dia BANYAK INFO...hehehe...kadang-kadang bila fikir, orang yang banyak dengar cerita/gosip ni memang lebih banyak info tentang sesuatu perkara...contohnya macam perkembangan di sesuatu organisasi...banyak yang dia tahu...itu dan ini...kadang-kadang fikir, bagus jugak macam tu kan...tapi kadang-kadang fikir, buat apa kita mahu tahu berkenaan gosip yang negative? hmmmm...aku selalunya ambil cerita-cerita (aku lebih suka guna "cerita" berbanding "gosip") untuk lebih berhati-hati saja...contoh, macam orang tu cakap pasal orang ni begini, aku tidak ambil bulat-bulat cerita tu, tapi bila aku berhadapan dengan orang yang diperkatkan itu, aku akan lebih berhati-hati...kadang-kadang bila duduk bercerita dengan orang-orang dalam organisasi aku ni, rasa macam aku ni banyak sangat yang tidak tahu aka tidak tahu cerita lar hehehe...tapi apapun rasanya lebih bagus tidak tahu banyak gosip yang kita tidak tahu kebenaran dan juga gosip yang hanya keluar berdasarkan "andaian" semata-mata...bagus lagi banyak ber-ZIKIR ek ;) ...

peliknya manusia

hari ni...aku dengar satu amanat besar daripada seorang yang aku boleh katakan berjiwa besar...ter-motivasi mendengar amanat tersebut...ada cita-cita dan pengharapan yang besar...ada kesungguhan dan kejujuran...tapi, peliknya manusia, kerana ada sebilangan yang mencerca dan memperkecilkan amanat tersebut...begitu sikap?

jika benar aku berdosa...

biarlah DIA saja yang menghakimi ku...

"memang tak mau kahwin ke?"

hahahahahaha terkejut badak bin gajah binti rhinoceros dibuatnya bila kena bagi soalan begitu. "sejibik"! kena muka ooo! hahahaha...

alkisahnya, kitorang baru balik daripada makan tengahari. tunggu kelas jam 2.30pm. sambil duduk sembang-sembang, sorang leftenan kolonel pun bertanya, "bila kau nak kahwin?"...cliche-nyer soklan hahaha...mula-mula rasa tidak senang juga dengan soalan tu, tapi sebab saja tidak mau menjengkelkan keadaan, aku pun buat joke dengan cakap "tunggu bulan jatuh ke riba kot" hahaha...dia pun ketawa juga la...lepas tu dia tanya lagi, "berapa umur sekarang?"...aku selamba jawab "tahun ni 29"...mungkin dia nampak aku selamba jak dan dok senyum memanjang...tu yang kuar soklan "memang tak mau kahwin ke?"...aku terkejut, lepas tu aku ketawa besar lar! ...tapi 2, 3 saat macam tu, aku terkedu dengan soklan tu, sebab dia tanya serius...jadi dalam keadaan ke-ter-keduan itu aku pun jawab "rasanya, tiada perempuan yang decide tidak mahu kawin, cuma mungkin jodoh belum sampai"...dia pun mengangguk saja, lepas tu kelas pun mula... :sigh

i think the facilitator shouldn't do that!

well, what ever your negotiations with the speaker, should not be exposed to us!

the other day, we all should be having this slot session of topic 'A', but instead, the course's facilitator informed us that topic 'A' will be replace with another topic. so and so the speaker came out with topic 'B' explaining that this topic is more important and usefull to us, which in my opinion after the session is YES.

so i assume my fellow course members are very much looking forward to this topic 'A' that they asked the course's facilitator of whether that slot session for topic 'A' will be replaced. well, the facilitator said NO, and to my suprise, the facilitator "story-telling" us that the reason the speaker presents topic 'B' because he had no time preparing for the topic 'A' slides due to work commitment and because topic 'A' is the topic that he usually prensent and are confident-to. and that the speaker had promise her that he will discuss slightly about topic 'A' in the presentation, in which he didn't.

well, in my opinion, that wasn't necessary, because, it seems like down-grading the speaker. maybe the facilitator can surely put up some more concrete excuses to tell us instead of blowing it like that. because it sounds negative to me. hmmm maybe we should put more "ethics" in this ya? something to ponder...

silly mistake that maybe anybody do

it was over lunch at this cafeteria, just finished from 4 hour session of "non-verbal communication skill" lecture...i got my nerved up when some fellow during the session saying that "insyaAllah" is a way of saying "no"...but i didn't raise my reservations during the session, maybe simply because i don't want to create a confrontation...or maybe even labeled as "pious" hahaha...

well, im no expert in Islam, but i totally disagree with that! "insyaAllah", if directly translated it would carry the meaning of "with Allah's will = dengan izin Allah"...means, when you said "insyaAllah", you must, as a muslim, really meant it in your heart...for example, if someone ask you "will you go the wedding?", and your answer "insyaAllah, i will come", it must, in my opinion, by all means carry the understanding that you will make all the effort to come, and the rest you leave it to Allah's willing...

anyway, to make it short, i sat down with some buddies that i made during the 1 week of the course, and start expressing my thoughts about it...well, to admit it, im a bit emotional at that time, and i didn't realized that my tone is at its pitch (i do have a loud voice actually :sigh)...until few minutes of bla bla bla...only then i realized that i wasn't looking at my right, left or back before exploding, you know what i mean? hahaha...well, it's quite a small cafeteria, and it was just our group using that room, so i assume maybe that fellow hear what i said! well, i guess so he heard me, because when i run over him during the evening session when i was going to the washroom, he gave me "that face" hahahaha....

so, it's kind a silly mistake that i do...well, my lesson for today, if you want to "talk", make sure you looked at your right, left and back before doing so ;) ...